Семь шагов за горизонт - hmmmm,maybe it is fucking life....

why it is so fuckind sad and lonely today and not only today....maybe...it is so fucking sad and lonely all this fucking week !
I want to sream : "Please ! Kill me somebody ! Before i get mad !Arrrrrrggggghhhhhh!"
But noone had answered...only something in the deep of my soul said to me : "You are the same as you were and you can do nothing with it...so shut up"